Christmas, I fail at it. I have hardly anything to give at this point; shopping’s been a nightmare and fanarts I’ll rant about later in this. I really do fail at Christmas.
So fanarts, school got in the way, my motivation and inspiration did to. From school I’m getting a whole bunch off assignments for finals even though I don’t know how to do it because I missed so much school being sick. Course no one cares what I do as long as I get good grades, I wish they did sometimes. Motivation went with that, kinda losing my interest in showing my art on here anymore, what good does it do for anyone?
Inspiration poofed with my mood, once I started feeling worse again I only started wanting to do vent art, art no one will ever see. Plus in art class I have to do this and that and stuff I hate doing, when I draw without it being vent art it’s normally writing shaped in half a heart and WORDS written out on the other side making it look like a real heart. It’s stupid, I know. Though I probably will be uploading some of the art I’ve been doing on paper.


I’ve mostly stopped sleeping and I’m hardly eating and not feeling hungry either…I can’t wait till Saturday when I can sleep most of the day, if anyone wakes me up, I, will eat their shoes. I swear. I will.
Thank you Bonedevil for the Premium~Even if I don’t want anything for my birthday I still like it.

~"I'm so sick of when they say it's just a faze you're fine, you'll be ok.”